hard to know what to say...

She is much worse, and less outgoing. Even from 24 hours ago, there has been a change.

I tried to visit her today. I held her hand and touched her a shoulder. She turned away from me and said, 'no. no. no.'

I asked, "are you hurting? do you need something?"

'no. no. no.'

"would you like me to sit with you a while?"

'no. no. no.'


I did any way. And every few minutes, she would look at me and say, 'no. no. no.'

"no" to living another day?

I don't know.

I will go visit tomorrow...