I don't think I have cried so much in one week. My eyelids are puffy. My nose is stuffy. My throat is aching from the sobbing.
I even went and bought cucumbers to slice and put on my eyes... I'm not sure that it did anything, mind you. Maybe buying the super-soft-lotion-tissues are what really helped. And cool washcloths as I fall into bed at night.
The grief and the impending loss is really getting to me. How long until she dies? No one knows. Are we wrong to allow her to choose hospice over aggressive treatment? I don't know.
I am so tired of crying. So tired.
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